OH MY GOSH! I have found a new addiction!

There's a show that just recently finished its first season, called "The United States of Tara", and its about a woman who is living with D.I.D., and how she tries to survive and cope amongst the rest of her dysfunctional family.

ANYWAYS: Her son is a 14 year old, classy dressing, gay boy, and he is adorable! Which makes me feel slightly pedophilific, except that i looked him up on IMDB and he's actually 17, which is only a 2 year difference, so that made me feel a lot better and a lot less like a pedophile.

Anywho though! I had to find it through Google, cause its one of those shows that's hard to find if you miss it on tv, but all the episodes from season one ARE online, and they're only thirty minutes each! The acting is AMAZING, and its seemingly impossible not to fall in love with the characters. So yea! Check that junk out you guys!

...beneath the milky twilight...


Is something so small really so wrong to want?

I'M WORKING ON THE FIC, I SWEAR!  DON'T HIT ME!  It'll be up soon!  PROMISE!

BUT!  IN the meantime!  I have a request for anyone who loves me enough to attempt it.  I just watched the movie "Benny & Joon" for the first time today, which was amazing, so if you've never seen it, do that.  Anyways, at the end of the movie they play the song "I would walk 500 miles" by The Proclaimers, and I CAN NOT get the song out of my head!  I love it SOOO MUCH!

So, if anyone is up for it, I would LOVE a J2 ficlet, or even just a drabble, based off the song, or in which the song plays a big part, something involving that in a big way.  I will love you forever if you do this!  And possibly give you a cookie!

PWEEEEAAAASE!

Thank you all!

-J
 

DIX!!!!!!!!  Happy birthday!  Congratulations on making it to another anniversary of the day your mother pushed you out of her vagina!  And I'm so glad she decided to do so, because you're an amazing person who really has made an impact on my life!  I love you so much and I thank the lord for such a great friend, no matter how far away you may be!

*Hugs you like a custom-fit coat*

eeeeeh!  Hope your day is AMAZING!

-J

To all of those who are curious.  YES!  The "Soundtrack to Life" fic will be coming out with a second chapter soon.  (HOPEFULLY BY THE END OF THE WEEK)  I have some very interesting things planned for this fic, and i think you are all going to find it a very new and interesting experience!  Please keep an eye out of the second chapter and more info on following chapters!

Thanks!  I love you all!

-J

SOOOOOO.....

I must apologize for my recent absence.  I was in the process of finishing summer courses and signing up for next semester's classes, and work added to the lack of free time as well.


BUT!

I come bearing news that is worthy of all your forgivness


BEHOLD!


( The surprise! )

That you are AMAZING Dix!  Thank you for everything!  Always being there for me, and listening to my problems even when I'm to inconsiderate to think to ask how you're doing.  I love you and I'm thankful that I'm one of the people you call a friend!

*Hugs you*

Don't ever change!

Yep yep!  I'm on vacation!  Will be until the 10th, but after that i'll be back.  I finally picked up the wireless signal from the hotel next door and I'm hoping it'll stay long enough to post this.  Anyways.  Just letting everyone know that's where i am for these couple of days that i'm not active on LJ.

Talk to you all soon!

-J
 

that was the only way i could think to title this, because i don't know any more.  I don't know what to believe, I don't know what to do, and i don't know what affect this will have on me.

I'm not going into any detail with this, but those who know the situation will know i am refering to it.

My previous absence from LJ was due to a mix of things:  My work, summer courses at college, catching up with old friends, and telling some people who are close to me "who I am".  I've also been having internal battles.  For those of you who don't already know, I am a 19 year old male, I'm gay, and i've yet to come out to most of the people who know me.  One of the biggest reasons for this is because of my religion, which is the same as that of my family.  I am a christian, and as I'm sure you all know there are certain aspects of Christianity that don't cope with Homosexuality.

Because of my previous absence, i had no knowledge of the one thing on LJ to affect me most.  I have made many friends, a small number of which were very close to me.  I talked with my real life friends about them, about things they said, and how they affected me.  One of those friends was taken, for many of us, unexpectedly.  With the loss of that person, the beliefs and and advice they instilled in me are fighting for survival.  I want to cry over the whole situation, but i think the anger and sense of betrayal in me are the only things keeping those tears from coming.

I've never felt like i really made a difference on LJ.  To be honest there are only about 4 or 5 people who i think would really care if i didn't come back.  So please, don't think that i am expecting some big pitty party or anything, as i am not the only person who has been affected by this, and I'm certainly not the one who's been affected the most.  I simply need to let the people who do care about me know that in the 90% chance that i don't post for a while, i am not gone for good.  Should this event ever occur, I will be sure to let everyone on my friends list know in as much time as i can before i should leave.

You all mean a lot to me, even those of you who weren't that close.  Thank you to all who read this, whether you comment or not.  It's good to know you care.  And please, if any of you pray, send your prayers out to those who were affected by this loss of a friend, as there are many who are hurting deeply right now.

Thank you,
J
 

So, i just watched "Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist", and can you say Rafi Gavron?!

HELLO! And he's only a year older than me!

*Rubs hands together*

Apparently, he isn't Gay, as he is dating actress Claire Holt, but i don't know that i fully believe he's straight.

And even so, he played a gay guy on "Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist". COMPLTELY ADORABLE! So if you haven't seen that movie yet, WATCH IT! For him if for no other reason! Though the movie its self is good!

He's also in Ink Heart, but i've yet to see that.



*Drools*

Hi everybodiez!

I have not been on in... well, much longer than i would have liked to be away.

Sorry i'm taking so long to post in my fics.  It's down to the last three weeks of the semester at my college, and i'm really getting the deep end right now as far as school work goes.  I have roughly 2000 words right now in the chapter, and i'm aiming for around 4000 for each of them.  I'm actually gonna try and finish/post it tonight, but it may be as late as wednesday before i can actually post it.  Just know it IS coming and i haven't forgotten or given up on it.

Hope you will all enjoy this fic as much as I am, and if you haven't read chapter one yet, you should definitely do it now!  Thanks for all those in support of it!

*hugs you all*

Hope you're all having/had a great weekend, and i hope your Monday doesn't suck to massively.

Hope your day is Freakin' AWESOME!

*Hugs you*

Now go on and have some fun with your bad self!

With this new playlist, created by Aiden4child, that you can listen to now for the low price of $0.00, only on Aiden4child's LJ. Enjoy!

Okay, so, i really wasn't expecting many people to read my new fic.  Not many people read mine anyways, and my new one, not being J2 related, was bound to attract even less people.  But ONE person?  I'm really hoping people just missed it, and not that no one else was interested.

SAD!

*Hangs head*

You shall remain unnamed one person, as i don't want to flood you with people realizing how awesome you are, but thank you!

*Hugs the nameless person*

*Sniffle sniffle*